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People call me Fera. I like kpop esp my husband Kim Myungsoo . I love reading romantic novels. I'm 1994 I'm a bit shy but as long as you know me I'm the person you can lean on.

recently... I heard someone says that you must have someone that you really trust to let your feelings known and to make your life not misarable and not to live in foolish life.After i heard that,I think of only one thing that I want to ask that person, 'how to find one?'.Even the person that really close to you is hard to trust them, I'm not saying that I cannot trust them,but my heart is not ready to trust them... but why. and why i say this silly thing now?? maybe this time the time i really want to find myself. There's a time that I really close to trust the person... but something happen that not allow me trust them. I always asking myself why can't I trust them, they are the most close person to me...or maybe I'm the one that they cannot trust...that was the thing that kept in my mind for a long time. That makes me think that i'm a hopeless person that i just want to run away from my life now and make a new life alone. But when I think for a sometime this is a bad thing. All this time I always say to myself that'don't let people around you hurt by you' and if that happen I think that there's nothing in my life. That person told me that the most important thing is to find someone you can really trust.But my heart right now...it's frozen. I always think if I tell them and that makes me think that I'm a selfish person and that's why I decide to shut myself up. I saw that what I do making them happy and I'm happy to see that. But what about me?. I need someone that understand me really well... and I asking myself again, do I need that person... because I'm afraid that person will be hurt by me. It's all about afraid of hurting someone here, and the result that I don't need one. I think I just need myself sometime. But I really really thank them for making me so so so happy and if they trust me and I want them to continue doing that, because that's the thing that making me happy to. I never had a person that really makes me happy besides them, they're so precious to me, That's why I cannot let them hurt by anyone especially by...me. I pray to god that don't take them from me,always make them happy,and hope that they always think that I always love them forever and love themself. Important thing is that they feel happy with me and think me as a trustworthy friend. That's all I want.
walking on icy snowy road alone.

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don't take this seroisly. I just wanna let my feeling here. back to top?