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People call me Fera. I like kpop esp my husband Kim Myungsoo . I love reading romantic novels. I'm 1994 I'm a bit shy but as long as you know me I'm the person you can lean on.

what do you feel and what woul you do when you are fell in love with somebody especially when the person that you fell in love with never know what you feel and doesn't even know you.this is what i feel. when i see that person i get too excited and people around just feel weird looking at me LOL. when i see that person to close to me i just cannot look at him and again my friend felt weird looking at me like that because how come you don't want to see the person you like.But the weirdest thing is that my heart did not beat fast as people usually fall in love , why?. at this time I tell myself that I am not perfect for him because of my physical appearence and that's break my heart always.I always hide myself when I saw him and I don't want to show of myself when he close to me because i was to embrassed with myself and I don't want him to look at me and think'what is this weird girl doing?'.in conclusion I just want to be his secret admire forever . I don't him to know me liking him or I just don't him to know me. I just want me to love him . I wsih that will last untill my school end.


But in the other way I tried many things get his attention to ME. I'm a weird girl. I act cool in front of my friend when he's around when my freind just so excited about the things they talk. and the most important thing is that I'm a stalker. I'm a freak right. when school period ends I always walk behind him just look at him make me very happy. I don't know about this. taking his picture like paparazi. when he know this he might be freak out right?.But in the end,I'm the one who is hurt. when i realize that I'm not the girl that every man dreaming of . the special thing that people did when they fall in love i'm not doing those things because I don't to show myself. I wish that he doesn't ANYTHING and even who I am . I wish he just don't know. That's all because I don't want to get hurt. Once u get hurt it so painfull . In in the bottom of my heart I just wish that someone will love me the way I am and he will love me more tha I know.

He just to perfect to me... back to top?