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People call me Fera. I like kpop esp my husband Kim Myungsoo . I love reading romantic novels. I'm 1994 I'm a bit shy but as long as you know me I'm the person you can lean on.

for your information i'm not celebrating this day but i'm just thinking this is just a special day so no offense okay^^.

I am dedicating this special day to my only man in the world Kim Myungsoo. Even he doesn't know^^. We just have some sort a connection *Imagination.




To my dearest lovely man:

I know that you doesn't even know that I am exist in this world. But what people say if it's destiny we will meet no mater how long I'll wait or how hard it'll take to meet you . Just you have to know it that I love you Kim Myungsoo. You are the closet to my ideal man you know... . And I'm happy for that. Years ago , I never thought that I could find you since there's still someone in my heart at that time, he's Jung Yunho. Aish! that man why did he leave me. Then I found you and you make my life perfect. You make me smile everyday. You make me missing you every minute , second and whenever I didn't saw you in one day. It makes me crazy you know. Bad You!. hehehe.

Do you know that I work hard everyday to be you ideal girl. I want to be the girl that you always imagine . It's really hard. I hope you appreciate it oneday . You're just so special. I can't look at other man because of you boy. Although there's one man that maybe can make me but I think it'll not. You're being loved by so many person in this world and that makes me extremely jealous, although I want people to love you but my love for you is different. Hehehe fool me... . You make me like this okay!.Now it's hard to resist from you even though I tried very hard. It doesn't work. Do you know why?, it's because we are totally different people, and we live far away and I could not be your ideal girl. It hurts me when I think of that.

But everyday I pray that I would be thankful that I can see you in one second even only I can see your back or your hair or your face.I always imagining that how will you meet me, in an island , in your dorm, in your concert or accidently . It makes me happy , extremely happy imagining. For your information man, I never leave a single detail about you, your schedule, your family and what you like. That makes me a stalker right?, I don't mind. I cried when I think of your hardship to reached your dream. I get extremely worried when I heard that you're sick or tired. I know you have to do this to become a man that you want . I don't want to say "oh , you're sick you should rest more, don't torture them." I know you really should rest but I know you are a strong man . Hwaiting


I hope that I will meet you someday, I will. Even just one second that will be the happiest day and thankful day of my life. Thank you.

I should write this on your birthday right?. Birthday letter different okay. just wait.


From you dearest fan ^^.

p/s: I love you.

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