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People call me Fera. I like kpop esp my husband Kim Myungsoo . I love reading romantic novels. I'm 1994 I'm a bit shy but as long as you know me I'm the person you can lean on.

It's been a long time since i wrote my last entry in this blog.
Since it's the first entry in 2013. I'm going to tell about what's happening months lately.

What happen is that, Since i am a form 6 student for my country and it's been pushing hard on me, the pressure is huge and gladly that i still can handle it. I still know less about my history subject, It just feel like you're going to die and this is the first time that I really study my ass off. I never been like this before because     I usually go with the flow, if you know what i mean. I'm kind a person who sit and wait see what will happen. But this time is different I want things to be in my way. I want everything is right on track. But this kind of style doesn't suit me at all. I became really a different person and I don't like it.

Also lately I became very sensitive of what happening on my surroundings. I took things too serious and it effect me big. I don't know what happen but maybe it is because of my insecurities. I felt hopeless, ugly, doesn't deserve anything and all... . It's just makes me want to give up. Every time I did a good job on something it seem wrong. It feel wrong... . I became so timid and I cannot trust people.

This year too i thought that I had crush on a person but I realize it is not. I am fool to think like that. I realize that I don't deserve a person like that. He's not a guy that I want to be with. He's Bad one. Maybe I should throw away my taste to look only by looks. And I promise to myself that I wont be having a crush anymore. It hurts that why should i like a guy when I'm not pretty. okay... what is that.

Suddenly i felt left out by i don't know just something that makes me feel that i shouldn't be in the group. i don't deserve to be happy with them. But then I have these amazing friends that keep me up 'till now. I am glad that they were with me dot, saf, liau, aqi . Thank you for keeping up with me. I know i'm a stubborn one. They make me feel like I am there.

The most memorable thing that happen this half of 2013 is on my birthday. It's the best birthday ever for me. I really love it. My very BEST FRIEND Shaki and Chulli , we went out to 1 borneo to celebrate my birthday XD. We first went to eat at Le Fuente or i don't really remember the place but it's a spain place and we ate paella . It was so delicious love it XD and we went to se 'beautiful creatures' movies and we did many things. And when I came home, there's also a surprise that is my dad bought me a laptop XD!!!!!! I was so happy that screaming when i got home. back to top?