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People call me Fera. I like kpop esp my husband Kim Myungsoo . I love reading romantic novels. I'm 1994 I'm a bit shy but as long as you know me I'm the person you can lean on.

the war begins! the first mid-term exam is coming and I have nothing on my mind actually ....hehe
what can i do my foolish brain doesn't want to accept anything except kpop..duh! what an I going to do
my mom is pushing me to get a really really good result. stressing!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to go out now ... with my friend having fun but cannot do that. Have to study to TT.TT


and the conclusion is to STUDY!!!! LOL!!!! back to top?

recently... I heard someone says that you must have someone that you really trust to let your feelings known and to make your life not misarable and not to live in foolish life.After i heard that,I think of only one thing that I want to ask that person, 'how to find one?'.Even the person that really close to you is hard to trust them, I'm not saying that I cannot trust them,but my heart is not ready to trust them... but why. and why i say this silly thing now?? maybe this time the time i really want to find myself. There's a time that I really close to trust the person... but something happen that not allow me trust them. I always asking myself why can't I trust them, they are the most close person to me...or maybe I'm the one that they cannot trust...that was the thing that kept in my mind for a long time. That makes me think that i'm a hopeless person that i just want to run away from my life now and make a new life alone. But when I think for a sometime this is a bad thing. All this time I always say to myself that'don't let people around you hurt by you' and if that happen I think that there's nothing in my life. That person told me that the most important thing is to find someone you can really trust.But my heart right now...it's frozen. I always think if I tell them and that makes me think that I'm a selfish person and that's why I decide to shut myself up. I saw that what I do making them happy and I'm happy to see that. But what about me?. I need someone that understand me really well... and I asking myself again, do I need that person... because I'm afraid that person will be hurt by me. It's all about afraid of hurting someone here, and the result that I don't need one. I think I just need myself sometime. But I really really thank them for making me so so so happy and if they trust me and I want them to continue doing that, because that's the thing that making me happy to. I never had a person that really makes me happy besides them, they're so precious to me, That's why I cannot let them hurt by anyone especially by...me. I pray to god that don't take them from me,always make them happy,and hope that they always think that I always love them forever and love themself. Important thing is that they feel happy with me and think me as a trustworthy friend. That's all I want.
walking on icy snowy road alone.

난 제발, 더 이상 싸우고 싶지 않아.



don't take this seroisly. I just wanna let my feeling here. back to top?

Introducing the member of 'seobang' girl group heheh^^


Name:Aesyah atiqah ezzah mardhiyyah
DOB:25 AUGUST 1994
Stage name: aecha,eza,aesyah
Favourite colourr:white
kpop bias:Jokwon(2am)



Name; Norfara azhbi
DOB: 25 JANUARY 1994
stage name: Fara , hara
Favourite Colour: Blue
Kpop bias:Chunji(Teen top)





Name: Zul Liyana
DOB: 10 OCTOBER 1994
stage name:chull,chulli,zul ,yana
favourite Colour:Black
Kpop bias: L.joe(teen top)





Name: Mira Nadhira
DOB: 15 DECEMBER 1994
stage name:Mira
Kpop bias:Nickhun(2pm)





Name: Nur Azila
DOB:18 JUNE 1994
staeg name:chilla,jila,achilaazila,zila
favourite colour:blue
kpop bias : 몰라... 미안




Name:Sofia sarmimi
DOB:15 FEBRUARY 1994
stage name:yaya,sofia
Favourite colour:-
Kpop bias:Merlin






Name: Syafira Nanda Aulia
DOB:23 FEBRUARI 1994
stage name: fera,nanda syafira,ferfer
Favourite colour:Blue
Kpop bias: L Myeongsu ( INFINITE)



p/s:all this just want to introduce my BFF and they are the best friend in the world^^ back to top?

please tell me what did I do wrong to you. You making me feel miserable looking at you and you ignore me. Even if you ignore me just tell me what did i do making you angry to me. I in despair right now not knowing anything juast blaming myself like i'm just wanna vanished fron this world and affraid to face you. All day i just saying 'I'm sorry' a million times and you ignore me. I cannot stand this. please I want to fix this problem as soon as possible . If you don't tell me anything and just saying 'Nothing...' it means something you know. I can't stand being foolish but not knowing my mistake to you. Even if you ignore me , please just tell me what did I did to you that makes you mad at me. I'm crying all day long just thinking what did I do to you,what can I do to get this through , and sometimes i feel like to just runaway or kill myself just thinking about this problem. PLEASE!!!! tell me... back to top?