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People call me Fera. I like kpop esp my husband Kim Myungsoo . I love reading romantic novels. I'm 1994 I'm a bit shy but as long as you know me I'm the person you can lean on.

Me: Why do you always run away when the situation gets awkward?

Haya: Because you come chasing.

Me: Because you always run.

Haya: Can I ask, why me? No matter how mad you get at me, I probably won’t change. It’s probably faster if you find another guy. Stop looking at me.  


could this really happens in real world.TT.TT back to top?

I'd been wondering whether there is a meaning to a failed love... Is something that disappeared the same as something that never existed? But now I now there is---There was a meaning right here.. Because despite the heartbreak, i'm still glad that i fell in love with you.
Takemoto Yuta (Honey and Clover)

The person you like the most, likes you back the most.  It seems so simple.  But why is it?  It feels like it will never come together…forever like this. – Yamada

When we’re together my heart felt tight, too tight to even drink water.  If that’s called love, then it was really just me who was in love. Just me. – Takemoto

When it turns into words, it get further away from reality back to top?

this is the second episode apprearence of INFINITE it was broadcast this Friday. So theres no subtitle yet. in this episode I love that all infinite member doing aegyeo hehe... Lemon satang!! means (lemon sweeets)

all complete 3 parts.

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what do you feel and what woul you do when you are fell in love with somebody especially when the person that you fell in love with never know what you feel and doesn't even know you.this is what i feel. when i see that person i get too excited and people around just feel weird looking at me LOL. when i see that person to close to me i just cannot look at him and again my friend felt weird looking at me like that because how come you don't want to see the person you like.But the weirdest thing is that my heart did not beat fast as people usually fall in love , why?. at this time I tell myself that I am not perfect for him because of my physical appearence and that's break my heart always.I always hide myself when I saw him and I don't want to show of myself when he close to me because i was to embrassed with myself and I don't want him to look at me and think'what is this weird girl doing?'.in conclusion I just want to be his secret admire forever . I don't him to know me liking him or I just don't him to know me. I just want me to love him . I wsih that will last untill my school end.


But in the other way I tried many things get his attention to ME. I'm a weird girl. I act cool in front of my friend when he's around when my freind just so excited about the things they talk. and the most important thing is that I'm a stalker. I'm a freak right. when school period ends I always walk behind him just look at him make me very happy. I don't know about this. taking his picture like paparazi. when he know this he might be freak out right?.But in the end,I'm the one who is hurt. when i realize that I'm not the girl that every man dreaming of . the special thing that people did when they fall in love i'm not doing those things because I don't to show myself. I wish that he doesn't ANYTHING and even who I am . I wish he just don't know. That's all because I don't want to get hurt. Once u get hurt it so painfull . In in the bottom of my heart I just wish that someone will love me the way I am and he will love me more tha I know.

He just to perfect to me... back to top?

today is the 1 year anniversary!!! 2011/6/9

 I'm so happy that finally they're officially debut 1 year TT.TT love them
so i'm here to cheer for them chukahamnida!!!

Here's the INFINITE Official Fanclub Opening Anniversary Congratulatory Video english subbed thanks to INSPIRIT SUBS <3:

cr:INSPIRITSUBS

P/S: proud to be INSPIRIT!!!

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Hangeul:

정말 모자랐던 사람 니가 만나서
정말 힘들었던 사람 니가 만나서
내가 아무것도 해준 것도 없어서
이렇게 너를 보낼 자신이 없어
안되는데 너 없이 사는 일
너 없으면 죽을 것 같은데
안되는데 나 안되는데
너 없음 죽을 것 같은데
너 없인 못살 것 같은데
어떻게 살아
내겐 미안했던 날이 너무 많아서
정말 죽을만큼 후회스러웠는데
정말 행복했던 추억만 주고 싶었는데
우리 사랑이 아깝지도 않니
안되는데 너 없이 사는 일
너 없으면 죽을 것 같은데
안되는데 나 안되는데
너 없음 죽을 것 같은데
너 없인 못살 것 같은데
어떻게 살아
그때는 몰랐었는데
니가 얼마나 사랑해 줬는지
차라리 이럴거면 진작에 가버리지
왜 자꾸 내 눈엔 지워지질 않는지
그냥 멀쩡하게 살고 싶은데
그게 안돼
안되는데 너 없이 사는 일
너 없으면 죽을 것 같은데
안되는데 나 안되는데
너 없음 죽을 것 같은데
너 없음 죽을 것 같은데
나 어떻게 살아                                                                             back to top?

today 4men finally release the full length album. and this album have 22 tracks and i am shocked with it. this song is one of my favourite i will post this song first.

잊지 못해 (I Can't Forget) 

LYRIC:
잊지 못 해 너를 잊지 못 해 너를
하루가 가고 일 년이 가고
십 년이 가도
너를 못 잊어 널 못 잊어
하루가 가고 일 년이 가고
십 년이 가도
너를 못 잊어 널 못 잊어
잊지 못 해 잊지 못 해
잊지 못 해 너를 잊지 못 해 너를
잊지 못 해
잊지 못 해 너를 잊지 못 해 너를
잊지 못 해
하루가 가고 일 년이 가고
십 년이 가도
너를 못 잊어 널 못 잊어
하루가 가고 일 년이 가고
십 년이 가도
너를 못 잊어 널 못 잊어
잊지 못 해 잊지 못 해
잊지 못 해 잊지 못 해


i only can get the hangeul one because i can read the hangeul sorry back to top?

i'm posting this because INFINITE just so funny, adorable, childish, and so playfull inthis show. especially our choding or elementry sungyeol!. watch it! I'm sure that when u watch this u will be laughing ! this is the video altough this vid has no sub so.... WATCH IT!
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today my tution centre went to pulau manukan for special activities, and I went there for the second time since 2 years ago i think. and nothing has changed. But the most interesting thing and the best thing is when in the boat... it's so fun that when the boat went fast the water splash all over my face ^^. So these are some nice pic that I took today^^.













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he is kim beomsu:



never tired listen to this song...
here's the lyric:

잊지 못해 너를 있잖아
아직도 눈물 흘리며 널 생각해
늘 참지 못하고
투정 부린것 미안해
나만 원한다고 했잖아
그렇게 웃고 울었던 기억들이
다른 사랑으로 잊혀져
지워지는게 난 싫어
어떻게든 다시 돌아오길 부탁해
처음으로 다시 돌아가길 바랄게
기다릴게 너를 하지만 너무 늦어지면은 안돼
멀어지지마 더 가까이 제발

모든걸 말할수 없잖아
마지막 얘길 할테니 좀 들어봐
많이 사랑하면 할수록
화만 내서 더 미안해
어떻게든 다시 돌아오길 부탁해
처음으로 다시 돌아가길 바랄게
기다릴게 너를 하지만 너무 늦어지면은 안돼
멀어지지마 더 가까이 워~
잊지 말고 다시 돌아오길 부탁해
헤어지면 가슴 아플거라 생각해
기다릴게 너를 하지만 너무 늦어지면은 안돼
멀어지지마 더 가까이 제발
제발
제발

romaji:
ij-ji moshae neoleul issjanh-a
ajigdo nunmul heullimyeo neol saeng-gaghae
neul chamji mothago
tujeong bulingeos mianhae
naman wonhandago haessjanh-a
geuleohge usgo ul-eossdeon gieogdeul-i
daleun salang-eulo ijhyeojyeo
jiwojineunge nan silh-eo
eotteohgedeun dasi dol-aogil butaghae
cheoeum-eulo dasi dol-agagil balalge
gidalilge neoleul hajiman neomu neuj-eojimyeon-eun andwae
meol-eojijima deo gakkai jebal

modeungeol malhalsu eobsjanh-a
majimag yaegil halteni jom deul-eobwa
manh-i salanghamyeon halsulog
hwaman naeseo deo mianhae
eotteohgedeun dasi dol-aogil butaghae
cheoeum-eulo dasi dol-agagil balalge
gidalilge neoleul hajiman neomu neuj-eojimyeon-eun andwae
meol-eojijima deo gakkai wo~
ij-ji malgo dasi dol-aogil butaghae
heeojimyeon gaseum apeulgeola saeng-gaghae
gidalilge neoleul hajiman neomu neuj-eojimyeon-eun andwae
meol-eojijima deo gakkai jebal
jebal
jebal 

translate:
You know you can not forget Still think of you and tears Always impatient Sorry, no dilly-buringeot Told me that they want I cried laughing at the memories Forgotten another love Erased, do I hate Please come back somehow The first to wish to go back again When it's too late I'll wait for you, but do not Please do not to leave the closer
Do not tell everything The last story I'll listen If you love a lot more Combustion take the more I'm sorry Please come back somehow The first to wish to go back again When it's too late I'll wait for you, but do not Whoa, do not to leave the closer Do not forget to come back please Do you think leaves you happier When it's too late I'll wait for you, but do not Please do not to leave the closer Please Please

i just translated the lyric in google tranlater because i can read the hangeul. and i was too lazy to translate it myself . i'm sorry. back to top?