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People call me Fera. I like kpop esp my husband Kim Myungsoo . I love reading romantic novels. I'm 1994 I'm a bit shy but as long as you know me I'm the person you can lean on.

Tuesday, January 31, 2012 @ 8:54 AM

MY TOP 3 ULTIMATE BIAS!!!

this will never change ^^

NO.1

KIM MYUNGSOO (김명수)

NO.2 LEE HOWON (HOYA)

NO.3 NAM WOOHYUN

THAT'S ALL
THANK YOU^^

@ 8:24 AM

Back To The Past

there was time when you curiously want to remember the time when you're kids .... and all things that you keep from the past is what we call Time Capsule.... maybe??? but today I did that. I was looking into my drawers that full off my friend letters,my dairy , cards and presents from them... when I look at all the things... it reminds me that so many people love me I think? and I never knew that . I'm glad to know it. they're so sweet. I'm glad that I being friend with the even though we went through bad and good thing together. But look at us now, we cannot be like the past. All of them departing to somewhere else. So the connection doesn't work again. We began to went to our own path. But I'm still glad that I met them. I became mature thanks to them.

And the highlight is when i read my old dairy book. I realize that I was so childish at that time. So pure. hehehe... even me myself didn't believe what I wrote. It was so sincere. There's so many stories in there. So many truth that I wrote all this time. I know what I wrote in my dairy is not a lie. because I was so young at that time. I was 10. my reaction when I read it was laughing and not believing myself that I wrote that kind of stuff. It was so simple weird and emotional.

I;m glad that I wrote my dairy
so that I never forget about my past

thank you 10 year old Fera^^

hope that I will have a better future

HAITING PRESENT FERA!

Friday, January 27, 2012 @ 9:58 AM

Break The cage

yesterday is one of the most important time of my life. Because it's the time that I finally can free to fly from the cage that locked me all this time.It's really painful that I had to hurt myself that I have to protect that person feeling although she's been only hurting me all the time.I thought that she would changed after what happen that time. But she didn't change . I thought I already free from her but it's not over. It was so scary, I'm afraid of her, and the truth is I do want to see her or hear her voice, it's like a trauma to me. This maybe really rude but this is the truth. She hurt me too much. I only know how it's feel. I always have to protect our friendship and think she would change but she will never. So from yesterday, it's over,I'm free now. I can walk with my head up again. I don't have to be scared again.

Thanks to My best friend that with me all the time Fara Azhbi the one that help me to embraced myself to be confident . She the one who help through the night. She understand me the most. She make me realize that this is the time to break the cage. And actually all seobang is with me that night. Shake want to help me but I told her that I had to do this me myself. So I text her let out all the feeling that I felt all the time being her friend. and after that It's Over!.

I hope that she can change . She find a person that understand her the most. That can change her to be a better person. She's a great person if she can understand surrounding he.

I'm Free now^^

Sunday, January 8, 2012 @ 11:26 PM

080112 dream

yesterday when I decided to sleep in afternoon I got a dream and dongwoo appear in my dream. the story goes like this, my family and many other family went to a cruise but a woody one, it looks cheap. maybe we want to get away from danger.at that time I feel like everyone ignoring me and mad at me. I don't know why and I also in very bad mood. then it was like I want to throw something in that big plastic bag so I told my sister to hold the plastic bag, then she doesn't hold it well so I get mad at her. She knows it's her fault. then everyone look at me with the evil eye . I felt so ashamed . so I got away from that place. As I walk away.it change to street with a steep road I didn't look up when I walk and I know that a lorry is going to pass by the road but I didn't care but I got safe . then I continued walk to a park I saw someone peek on me. I recognized that smile. I know it was dongwoo. I know he's been following me. and after that I don't remember. I just keep thinking about his smile. It's so sweet.

Saturday, January 7, 2012 @ 10:54 AM

some edited pictures

edited by me hehe...

Wednesday, January 4, 2012 @ 9:18 AM

Scribble MBLAQ

i just fell in love with this song when I first heard it. It's so beautiful . I repeat this song 2345678xtimes hehe it's just so beautifull So want SHARE it ^^.

이놈의 가슴아픈 몹쓸병 왜 낫지 않을까 겉으론 상처 하나 없는데 왜 이리 아플까

Inomui gaseumipeun mopsseulbyeong wae natji anheulka geoteuron sangcheo hana eopneunde wae iri apeulka

Why hasn't this guy gotten over this bad sickness, there's no wounds on the outside, why does it hurt this much
지겹도록 이 끝이 없이 선 도미노처럼 슬픔은 걷잡을 수 없이 커져가고

Jigyeopdorok i kkeuti eopshi seon dominocheoreom seulpeumeun geotjapeul su eopshi keojyeogago

Miserably, like dominos standing with no end, this sadness is out of control and grows bigger
떠난 널 생각하다 나 참고 참다 또 눈물 나와 계속 터져나와

Tteonan neol saenggakhada na chamgo chamda tto nunmul nawa gyesok teojyeonawa

I tried and tried not to think about you that left me but tears keep bursting out
니가 쓴 추억이 아직도 가슴에 있대 아무리 애써도 이 낙서 못 지운데

Niga sseun chueoki ajikdo gaseume itdae amuri aesseodo i nakseo mot jiunde

Those memories you wrote are still in my heart, no matter how hard I try, I can't erase this graffiti

몇일이나 됐는지 아무런 기억도 못해 모든게 희미한데 왜 너만 선명한건지

Myeochirina dwaetneunji amureon gieokdo mothae modeunge huimihande wae neoman seonmyeonghangeonji

I don't remember how many days it's been, everything is dim, why are you the only one that's lively

가슴에 (가슴에 내 가슴) 내 가슴에 (가슴에 니가 있음에) 빼곡히 그대만 써있는데

Gaseume (gaseume nae gaseum) nae gaseume (gaseume niga isseme) ppaegokhigeudaeman sseoitneunde

In my heart (in my heart, my heart) in my heart (in my heart, in your place), there's only you written
어떡해 (어떡해 난 어떡해) 나 어떡해 (어떡해 난 못 지운데)

Eotteokhae (eotteokhae nan eotteokhae) na eotteokhae (eotteokhae nan mot jiunde)

What do I do (what do I do, what do I do) what do I do (what do I do, I can't erase you)
널 지우란 건지 그렇게 난 oh 난 못해

Neol jiuran geonji geureohge nan oh nan mothae

How can I erase you that way, I oh I can't

지울 수 있을까 잊을 수 있을까 지울 수 있을까 잊을 수 있을까

Jiul su isseulka ijeul su isseulka jiul su isseulka ijeul su isseulka

Will I be able to erase you, will I be able to forget you, will I be able to erase you, will I be able to forget you

지울 수 있을까 잊을 수 있을까 이 추억의 낙서를 지울 수 있을까

Jiul su isseulka ijeul su isseulka i chueokui nanseoreul jiul su isseulka

Will I be able to erase you, will I be able to forget you, will I be able to erase the graffiti of this memory

I can’t let you go 가만히 혼잣말해도 넌 넌 듣지 못하는 걸 yeah

I can’t let you go gamanhi honjatmarhaedo neon neon deutji mothaneun geol yeah

I can't let you go, even though I say this alone you won't be able to hear it (yeah)

이젠 클럽에 가도 재미가 없어 예전처럼 시선이 확 끌리는 여자도 없어

Ijen keulleope gado jaemiga eopseo yejeoncheoreom shiseoni hwak kkeullineun yeojado eopseo

Even if I go to a club now, it's no fun, there are no girls that catch my gaze like in the past
생각보다 못나게 난 아픔이 깊어 추억의 낙서를 지우다 상처만 입어

Saenggakboda motnage nan apeumi gipeo chueokui nakseoreul jiuda sangcheoman ipeo

This pain is deeper and worse than I thought it would be, after erasing the graffiti of this memory I wear my wounds

니가 없이 난 (재미가 없어) 너 없이 난 (사는게 의미가 없어)

Niga eopshi nan (jaemiga eopseo) neo eopshi nan (saneunge uimiga eopseo)

Without you I'm (no fun) without you I'm (I have no reason to live)
너 없이 살 용기가 없어

Neo eopshi sal yonggiga eopseo

Without you I don't have the confidence to live

들리는 노래마다 (이제는) 모두 내 얘기 같아서 (멍하니)

Deullineun noraemada (ijeneun) modu nae yaegi gataseo (meonghani)

(Now) with every song I listen to it seems like it's my story
혼자 또 불러보다 참았던 눈물이 나와

Honja tto bulleoboda chamatdeon nunmuri nawa

Alone, the tears I held back are coming out

가슴에 (가슴에 내 가슴) 내 가슴에 (가슴에 니가 있음에) 빼곡히 그대만 써있는데

Gaseume (gaseume nae gaseum) nae gaseume (gaseume niga isseume ppaekokhi geudaeman sseoitneunde)

In my heart (in my heart, my heart) in my heart (in my heart, in your place), there's only you written
어떡해 (어떡해 난 어떡해) 나 어떡해 (어떡해 난 못 지운데)

Eotteokhae (eotteokhae nan eotteokhae) na eotteokhae (eotteokhae nan mot jiunde)

What do I do (what do I do, what do I do) what do I do (what do I do, I can't erase you)
널 지우란 건지 그렇게 난 oh 난 못해

Neol jiuran geonji geureohge nan oh nan mothae

How can I erase you that way, I oh I can't
가슴에 (가슴에 내 가슴) 내 가슴에 (가슴에 니가 있음에) 빼곡히 그대만 써있는데

Gaseume (gaseume nae gaseum) nae gaseume (gaseume niga isseume) ppaegokhi geudaeman sseoitneunde

In my heart (in my heart, my heart) in my heart (in my heart, in your place) , there's only you written
어떡해 (어떡해 난 어떡해) 나 어떡해 (어떡해 난 못 지운데)

Eotteokhae (eotteokhae nan eotteokhae) na eotteokhae (eotteokhae nan mot jiunde)

What do I do (what do I do, what do I do) what do I do (what do I do, I can't erase you)
널 지우란 건지 그렇게 난 oh 난 못해

Neol jiuran geonji geureohge nan oh nan mothae

How can I erase you that way, I oh I can't

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Tuesday, January 31, 2012 @ 8:54 AM MY TOP 3 ULTIMATE BIAS!!! this will never change ^^ NO.1 KIM MYUNGSOO (김명수) NO.2 LEE HOWON (HOYA) NO.3 NAM WOOHYUN THAT'S ALL THANK YOU^^ back to top?
@ 8:24 AM Back To The Past there was time when you curiously want to remember the time when you're kids .... and all things that you keep from the past is what we call Time Capsule.... maybe??? but today I did that. I was looking into my drawers that full off my friend letters,my dairy , cards and presents from them... when I look at all the things... it reminds me that so many people love me I think? and I never knew that . I'm glad to know it. they're so sweet. I'm glad that I being friend with the even though we went through bad and good thing together. But look at us now, we cannot be like the past. All of them departing to somewhere else. So the connection doesn't work again. We began to went to our own path. But I'm still glad that I met them. I became mature thanks to them. And the highlight is when i read my old dairy book. I realize that I was so childish at that time. So pure. hehehe... even me myself didn't believe what I wrote. It was so sincere. There's so many stories in there. So many truth that I wrote all this time. I know what I wrote in my dairy is not a lie. because I was so young at that time. I was 10. my reaction when I read it was laughing and not believing myself that I wrote that kind of stuff. It was so simple weird and emotional. I;m glad that I wrote my dairy so that I never forget about my past thank you 10 year old Fera^^ hope that I will have a better future HAITING PRESENT FERA! back to top?
Friday, January 27, 2012 @ 9:58 AM Break The cage yesterday is one of the most important time of my life. Because it's the time that I finally can free to fly from the cage that locked me all this time.It's really painful that I had to hurt myself that I have to protect that person feeling although she's been only hurting me all the time.I thought that she would changed after what happen that time. But she didn't change . I thought I already free from her but it's not over. It was so scary, I'm afraid of her, and the truth is I do want to see her or hear her voice, it's like a trauma to me. This maybe really rude but this is the truth. She hurt me too much. I only know how it's feel. I always have to protect our friendship and think she would change but she will never. So from yesterday, it's over,I'm free now. I can walk with my head up again. I don't have to be scared again. Thanks to My best friend that with me all the time Fara Azhbi the one that help me to embraced myself to be confident . She the one who help through the night. She understand me the most. She make me realize that this is the time to break the cage. And actually all seobang is with me that night. Shake want to help me but I told her that I had to do this me myself. So I text her let out all the feeling that I felt all the time being her friend. and after that It's Over!. I hope that she can change . She find a person that understand her the most. That can change her to be a better person. She's a great person if she can understand surrounding he. I'm Free now^^ back to top?
Sunday, January 8, 2012 @ 11:26 PM 080112 dream yesterday when I decided to sleep in afternoon I got a dream and dongwoo appear in my dream. the story goes like this, my family and many other family went to a cruise but a woody one, it looks cheap. maybe we want to get away from danger.at that time I feel like everyone ignoring me and mad at me. I don't know why and I also in very bad mood. then it was like I want to throw something in that big plastic bag so I told my sister to hold the plastic bag, then she doesn't hold it well so I get mad at her. She knows it's her fault. then everyone look at me with the evil eye . I felt so ashamed . so I got away from that place. As I walk away.it change to street with a steep road I didn't look up when I walk and I know that a lorry is going to pass by the road but I didn't care but I got safe . then I continued walk to a park I saw someone peek on me. I recognized that smile. I know it was dongwoo. I know he's been following me. and after that I don't remember. I just keep thinking about his smile. It's so sweet. back to top?
Saturday, January 7, 2012 @ 10:54 AM some edited pictures edited by me hehe... back to top?
Wednesday, January 4, 2012 @ 9:18 AM Scribble MBLAQ i just fell in love with this song when I first heard it. It's so beautiful . I repeat this song 2345678xtimes hehe it's just so beautifull So want SHARE it ^^. 이놈의 가슴아픈 몹쓸병 왜 낫지 않을까 겉으론 상처 하나 없는데 왜 이리 아플까 Inomui gaseumipeun mopsseulbyeong wae natji anheulka geoteuron sangcheo hana eopneunde wae iri apeulka Why hasn't this guy gotten over this bad sickness, there's no wounds on the outside, why does it hurt this much 지겹도록 이 끝이 없이 선 도미노처럼 슬픔은 걷잡을 수 없이 커져가고 Jigyeopdorok i kkeuti eopshi seon dominocheoreom seulpeumeun geotjapeul su eopshi keojyeogago Miserably, like dominos standing with no end, this sadness is out of control and grows bigger 떠난 널 생각하다 나 참고 참다 또 눈물 나와 계속 터져나와 Tteonan neol saenggakhada na chamgo chamda tto nunmul nawa gyesok teojyeonawa I tried and tried not to think about you that left me but tears keep bursting out 니가 쓴 추억이 아직도 가슴에 있대 아무리 애써도 이 낙서 못 지운데 Niga sseun chueoki ajikdo gaseume itdae amuri aesseodo i nakseo mot jiunde Those memories you wrote are still in my heart, no matter how hard I try, I can't erase this graffiti 몇일이나 됐는지 아무런 기억도 못해 모든게 희미한데 왜 너만 선명한건지 Myeochirina dwaetneunji amureon gieokdo mothae modeunge huimihande wae neoman seonmyeonghangeonji I don't remember how many days it's been, everything is dim, why are you the only one that's lively 가슴에 (가슴에 내 가슴) 내 가슴에 (가슴에 니가 있음에) 빼곡히 그대만 써있는데 Gaseume (gaseume nae gaseum) nae gaseume (gaseume niga isseme) ppaegokhigeudaeman sseoitneunde In my heart (in my heart, my heart) in my heart (in my heart, in your place), there's only you written 어떡해 (어떡해 난 어떡해) 나 어떡해 (어떡해 난 못 지운데) Eotteokhae (eotteokhae nan eotteokhae) na eotteokhae (eotteokhae nan mot jiunde) What do I do (what do I do, what do I do) what do I do (what do I do, I can't erase you) 널 지우란 건지 그렇게 난 oh 난 못해 Neol jiuran geonji geureohge nan oh nan mothae How can I erase you that way, I oh I can't 지울 수 있을까 잊을 수 있을까 지울 수 있을까 잊을 수 있을까 Jiul su isseulka ijeul su isseulka jiul su isseulka ijeul su isseulka Will I be able to erase you, will I be able to forget you, will I be able to erase you, will I be able to forget you 지울 수 있을까 잊을 수 있을까 이 추억의 낙서를 지울 수 있을까 Jiul su isseulka ijeul su isseulka i chueokui nanseoreul jiul su isseulka Will I be able to erase you, will I be able to forget you, will I be able to erase the graffiti of this memory I can’t let you go 가만히 혼잣말해도 넌 넌 듣지 못하는 걸 yeah I can’t let you go gamanhi honjatmarhaedo neon neon deutji mothaneun geol yeah I can't let you go, even though I say this alone you won't be able to hear it (yeah) 이젠 클럽에 가도 재미가 없어 예전처럼 시선이 확 끌리는 여자도 없어 Ijen keulleope gado jaemiga eopseo yejeoncheoreom shiseoni hwak kkeullineun yeojado eopseo Even if I go to a club now, it's no fun, there are no girls that catch my gaze like in the past 생각보다 못나게 난 아픔이 깊어 추억의 낙서를 지우다 상처만 입어 Saenggakboda motnage nan apeumi gipeo chueokui nakseoreul jiuda sangcheoman ipeo This pain is deeper and worse than I thought it would be, after erasing the graffiti of this memory I wear my wounds 니가 없이 난 (재미가 없어) 너 없이 난 (사는게 의미가 없어) Niga eopshi nan (jaemiga eopseo) neo eopshi nan (saneunge uimiga eopseo) Without you I'm (no fun) without you I'm (I have no reason to live) 너 없이 살 용기가 없어 Neo eopshi sal yonggiga eopseo Without you I don't have the confidence to live 들리는 노래마다 (이제는) 모두 내 얘기 같아서 (멍하니) Deullineun noraemada (ijeneun) modu nae yaegi gataseo (meonghani) (Now) with every song I listen to it seems like it's my story 혼자 또 불러보다 참았던 눈물이 나와 Honja tto bulleoboda chamatdeon nunmuri nawa Alone, the tears I held back are coming out 가슴에 (가슴에 내 가슴) 내 가슴에 (가슴에 니가 있음에) 빼곡히 그대만 써있는데 Gaseume (gaseume nae gaseum) nae gaseume (gaseume niga isseume ppaekokhi geudaeman sseoitneunde) In my heart (in my heart, my heart) in my heart (in my heart, in your place), there's only you written 어떡해 (어떡해 난 어떡해) 나 어떡해 (어떡해 난 못 지운데) Eotteokhae (eotteokhae nan eotteokhae) na eotteokhae (eotteokhae nan mot jiunde) What do I do (what do I do, what do I do) what do I do (what do I do, I can't erase you) 널 지우란 건지 그렇게 난 oh 난 못해 Neol jiuran geonji geureohge nan oh nan mothae How can I erase you that way, I oh I can't 가슴에 (가슴에 내 가슴) 내 가슴에 (가슴에 니가 있음에) 빼곡히 그대만 써있는데 Gaseume (gaseume nae gaseum) nae gaseume (gaseume niga isseume) ppaegokhi geudaeman sseoitneunde In my heart (in my heart, my heart) in my heart (in my heart, in your place) , there's only you written 어떡해 (어떡해 난 어떡해) 나 어떡해 (어떡해 난 못 지운데) Eotteokhae (eotteokhae nan eotteokhae) na eotteokhae (eotteokhae nan mot jiunde) What do I do (what do I do, what do I do) what do I do (what do I do, I can't erase you) 널 지우란 건지 그렇게 난 oh 난 못해 Neol jiuran geonji geureohge nan oh nan mothae How can I erase you that way, I oh I can't back to top?

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