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People call me Fera. I like kpop esp my husband Kim Myungsoo . I love reading romantic novels. I'm 1994 I'm a bit shy but as long as you know me I'm the person you can lean on.

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Tuesday, May 8, 2012 @ 8:06 AM
things are not going well
why am i always say 'it's been hard lately'. tired of saying this . well, actually things are not in my way these days, it's not that worst but it keeps coming . I'm just tired of handling it. But thankfully I got what I want for such a long time with my own money the money that I worked on. It's worth it. Other than that things I don't plan or i don't want keep coming.

First, the person that I wish I will not see her in my life are getting closer not closer in relationship but I keep almost seeing her, in mall , at bus stop, at school . I got cold sweat for that. Maybe I deserve that for leaving her. I think it's for the best. For both of us.

Second, for my country we have to have the upu to get into a college or something like that, and guess what... I didn't get it. my first reaction when i knew i didn't get it is dissapointment but I don't know what for , because i didn't think much , i don't want to make myself sad. and I don't know why I don't cry. To be in this situation is horrible , maybe i'm crazy. But I 'm a person that always thinking about anything . LOL what am i saying. So I just thought that I just go with the flow. I don't care anymore what will happen next time bad, worst, or good thing maybe will happen .

Though , I hate being in this situation I just have to go through it. Maybe the thing i regret the most is my waste time of imagining if I go there or when I go here. It's so fun imagining things.

so much things are not going well . I hope this things stopped .

p/s: it's tired living like this
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